The ups and downs and feeling crazies of the week!

I did not think that I was going to post by the week but I suppose that is what I am doing. So the 2.4 pounds I found last Friday, had just come to find 5  friends and run off by Wednesday.  Yep that is right in the first 2 weeks I lost 5 pounds. Hmm, I had Long Johns last night bet that means I gained that 5 pounds back. We shall see on Wednesday. I have put in application after application and have yet to hear anything. I am going to start making phone calls on Monday. You know the old, "I put in an application at your business on Blah blah date and I am just checking to see the status of that application. I am really interested in working for your company."
I know sounds like begging right? Well right now I am truly not too proud for that. I made a couple of magazine trees this week and am currently working on a third plus a news paper tree. They are super cute even if they cost a lot of time to make. I want to start selling them gonna have to get on the ball and get quite a few finished. Again wish me luck and send many prayers my way.

Feeling Crazy

4:30 am

It is 4:30 in the morning and I can not sleep. I am terribly discouraged as I gained 2.4 pounds this week and well truly have struggled more than I ever have before. We also talked about some really heavy things tonight. Things that could alter 7 lives forever. Those things will remain unnamed for right now because they do affect more than just Kent and I.

I have to remember to bring a fan to Gma's next time we stay here. It is always warmer than our house. I wake up several times in the middle of the nigh here and that makes for bad days. Back to the weight gain. Not only am I stressed to the max but I am also always craving something sweet, and can not seem to motivate myself to walk. Guess that is an issue! Moving is important and I know that just need someone to move with me. Going to try and sleep, Good Morning to you!

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